This. is. the. best. time. to. blog.:) And guess whyy? Because i can't do anything else when the internet connection's super sloww.Hehe. Soo yeah, trials are over.*pheewww*. Not gonna blehblehbleh about it since you guys sat for the same papers as me, i don't have to remind you what sitting for trials is like aight! HAHA :) I'll share a little of the happenings of the month.huhu.
**Goodbyes are part of life**
When people mention about goodbyes, the picture that comes into my mind are of lots of tears til you're too tired to cry, big fat hugs, words of advice and care etc. But nothing of that sort happened when I bid goodbye to my brother. The way my brother told me goodbye was more than good enough. In a rush, it was short and simple. And when i think of it, i think i liked it that way. Because, or not i would i have cried. Now, I saved a bucket of tears instead.:) My brother went kl on Sunday and left at KLIA on Monday. During the two days, i stayed at my uncle's. Anyway, hope my brother has a great experience in US.:) I'll really miss him as my 'second mom' and talking to him about everything. Huhu. Have you heard of any guy who doesn't know how to tie a proper neck tie? A guy who wants to be a Hallyu aka Korean superstar and watches lots of korean dramas? A guy who would annoy you so much yet make you laugh so much at the same time? Yeah, that's what my brother is like.:)
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On the contrary, my mom and aunt then took a plane to Sarawak right at klia while dad came back to ipoh to jaga me. My mom's stay there was suppose to be a visit to my grandma but sadly, it just wasn't that.As soon as my dad arrived back at ipoh, he shared the news. I usually won't simply cry but then at that time, I dunno why but i just suddenly started to cry. It was all because my maternal grandma passed away. The day my brother left for US and also the day my mom was suppose to arrive at Sarawak. My grandma was actually sicked for quite some time. The fact that by the time my mom reach Sarawak but my grandma passed away beofre that made me sad. But a few days before, I helped mom to webcam with my grandma so they did had a proper 'goodbye'.
I realised i was grateful that i at least gave time for my mom and grandma to have at least an hour or two long chat (even if it means, for the last time). And that's why i cried even more, because I realised sometimes,I take things for granted. That when my mom asked me for help on that day to webcam, i did it for her but half-heartedly. I was fumbling with the webcam which keep disconnecting and 'eat up' my time and deep down, i was having the frustrated feeling thinking about BM komsas. I haven't started reading for it and it was 9 something that time and bm's paper was the following day. Offering help to my mom for two hours in exhange for the hours i couldn't study because of this was actually in the end, really worth the time.
After all, a test is just a test. You can lose a few marks and miss that A, but then you can work harder and try harder the next time. But losing a mom is different. In this case, my mom and her mom. Because, a mom is someone you look up upon to, she's the one who spends all her life filling your heart with tremendous love and care, half the time nagging you on things you shouldn't be doing and Should be doing, always and always. And that, she's not just any other women in the world. Because, she's your mom. And you only have her. Just ONE great mom in your whole life time. And she's irreplaceable with anything else you can find in the world.:) I realised that sometimes everything happens for a reason.You learn from them and in hope, be a better person. :)
**Shortcomings**
So yes, dad had to leave for Sarawak the next day. With last minute plans meshed up, i ended up staying at Elaine's house for the week. HAHA.:D Although its trials, we did eat eat eat, chatted, played with her brother, watched tv and of course, "studied" too.haha. I started watching Baking Kim Tak Gu at her house and its nicee! :D What I can't forget is how i accidentally forgotten to take a tissue paper out from my pants pocket which i used to wipe my hands and kept in the pocket first, but forgetting to take it out, I put the pants into the washing machine for washing with all of elaine's family clothes. When elaine's mom took out all the clothes from the washing machine, she was like asking why is there so much tissue. And when elaine told me about it, i was like OMO. It was ME who made all her clothes tissue-fied. I felt really guilty so i said sorry to elaine's mom.:( Yet, her mom wasn't angry at all.aiseh. I really appreciated everything especially whatever her mom did. Altho she won't read this, but i really wana say Thankiuu!!! Kamsahamnida!:)
*Present*
Onlining of course!! Grad night's next week. No feeling also.haha.And ohya, my dad recently became my latest facebook friend!! He created an account for my mom, see see he's using it way more than my mom. He calls himself my mom's secretary because he's learning firsthand all the applications on facebook through me and my brother. Then, he will teach my mom later on it seems. He asked many many questions and the latest is, he asked, "What is LOL. Why is everyone using in their sentence? ". He claims he knows Lol stands for Laugh out loud but he asks why people keep using it even when there's nothing funny about a sentence. HAHAHA.*slaps forehead* And ohh, he wanted to post msgs on my brother's wall then he asked me why my bro never reply eventhough he posted it for days dee, later today, i discovered he posted all those msgs on his own wall instead of my brother's! No wonder no reply lah..hahahhaa :)
Okie, back to movie. Really feel like watchin something.hees.:D I write soo soo much in this post. So sorry for the nanny stories.hehe. Its because there's so much to tell over the past month.:) And tommorow's my eldest brother's b'day.25th sept.Hehe.:D
