Move On

The sinking feeling when the gap between results and my expectations are bridging further apart instead of closing in. Haih

 People seem to have a way for it while a general comparison between me and them would have easily made known I'm nowhere as good as others. Particularly, iT. What makes it difficult for me to envision myself in the near future is making an independent judgment and feeling confident about it. Until now, I am not bold enough to present answers on my own without a sense of doubt, a hands-on question would send me in a wave of panic and it has left me thinking that I am inept for it. I wish I was better.

Attitude is the hardest part to change in someone, correct? Unfortunately, like everyone else, I am one of that "someone" who finds it so difficult not to fall back into that lazy repetitive pattern. Change change change.

Sorry for the the slightly sulky blog post.

Anyways, on a lighter note, I watched this TED talk by Guy Winch. I've not watch many Ted talks. haha, so yes, so far, its one of the best Ted talks I've seen! =) Wanna share it with you guys. If u all can spare the time, its 17 minutes long but a sincere, interesting talk. His idea is this - emotional hygiene. :))  http://www.ted.com/talks/guy_winch_the_case_for_emotional_hygiene#t-20180 

The thing is, he really needs a follow up to this to explain further on the "how to" steps. :) 

One of the days during holidays, I watch back the show 'Bridge of Terabithia' cos when I was younger, I remember disliking the show simply cos I couldn't understand what the show's about. Now that I've rewatch it, no wonder. It was all the kids' imagination. Everything about Terabithia which I thought was real (once-upon-a-time) was actually purely imaginative. HAHA. Its funny how I dislike the show back then cos of the sad ending, now that I fully understand the show, omo, its such a meaningful and nice movie. :))

The trip to Malacca was a foodie trip. Since it was only a night there, we spent the whole evening walking along Jonker Street grabbing the food that we felt like eating. Yums!! So many nice local food. The satay celup was so awesomee!! :)) Then there's durian puff, durian cendol and coconut shake. Yummy! Only surprisingly, the nyonya food that we ate didn't really taste nice which include the nyonya laksa.

Holiday Season

Its the holidays! Ngehehe. I'm officially on a one month sem break. Yesh! :D Since there are some event plannings to be done, I'll be headed back Kampar earlier, so to be precise, its 3 weeks break for me. Yups. Its strange that it has been over a year since I'm in uni and it all seemed so fast. Well, actually it felt long when it was the midst of every semester *ahem hems* but as a whole, it does feel fast. End of Year 1!! Ohyehh! :D Exams ended on Friday, of which I felt that I could have done much better. I always do, don't I? HAHA. But I still feel this way especially for law. Regardless of what I feel, what's done is done aite? At least its a good learning process. The effort, the regrets, the new knowledge gained and the shortcomings. Just gotta try better next time!! =)

Started off my holidays with Avengers and then Helios at the cinemas with my parents two days consecutively. Since there were free redeemable tickets for joining the Tgv MovieClub, better claim it before it expires. Hehe. Its the best time to catch up on my sleep this holidays too. Since coming to uni, staying up past 12 is a norm and I think its bad in the long run really. Gee gee. 

As always, I plan to have a balanced holidays with a fair share of productivity and nothings. My to-do holiday list has nothing bizarre or particular le. Haha. I've been returning back to my ongoing series and started off a bit of anime too. Yaya, I've tried eating heavy meals while watching shows. Its not my habit at all and aigoo, difficult betull. How do people watch dramas and eat meals at the same time??! What if the best scenes are missed while looking at our rice or noodles?? HAHA. Dumdum question I know. Anyways, whenever I eat while watching Forever, either I end up losing my appetite or hurriedly finished up my food before continuing the series cause its not possible to eat ler while watching autopsies being carried out (as witty and humorous the dialogues can be. Kaka). Eeks! Maybe I've chosen the wrong show to try eating heavy meals with. You may ask me why I suddenly want to eat while watching shows, cause so many people does that including my housemates and they ask me why don't I do that? So try lor, multi-tasking. Its not working.. 

Lastly, I'm going on a trip this weekends to Kl and Malacca with the two girls. Hahah. My two crazy housemates. Yay yays! :) Looking forward to it and this situation feels a little unfamiliar because its my first getaway trip with my friends. Not like a school trip or something but instead, its a planned trip on our own. A very unfamiliar feeling. Hope we'll enjoy!! :))

Will keep this blog alive when I'm freeehh. :D