Its been ages that i recalled knowing what it felt like to complete every single homework given. And that is why i have a great zeal to finish my homework although i've never made that possible till last week. Yet, I didn't feel like jumping up and down like i thought i would when i did!:S And the fact that i have had one constant thought was to study right after the homework is done is just like any other thought that does not see any effort made towards it. Its not that i don't have the desire to study but its just that that lazy feeling that always creeps in. Always, but not all the time. Sometimes, its the mood and the mind. And on weekends, its the weather!!! AIYA! Too hot means drowsiness, rain means sleepiness!:O
In spite of all this, i'm going to start convincing myself that believing and having the desire is a good start. Because if thats not it, then what else can it be? Because if you don't believe you can do it, then who else will? Because, if you don't have the desire, how else do you expect an effort?:) Cos really, everyday, i plan to do this that this that. End up, planning doesn't really work. So i've figured out, instead of planning and thinking, i'll just do whatever i feel like doing at that time.:)
Anyways, I did some lame thing. Oh, wait, i know i always do lame things but this one is not that sort of lame ones,hahaha. I rumaged the stack of newspapers for the past whole week of newspapers and read those unread news and articles the whole morning yesterday.Its refreshing, a breath of fresh air.:)
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| It says SMILE! Cos tommorow's going to be worse! =.+" LOL :) |
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